It’s not even summer yet and my anxiety has already pushed me into starvation. Lulz. I think I had crackers with my Xanax this morning?
Whee today has been super shitty I woke up with a panic attack and I feel numb and shaky and freezing and I have a fever and feel like I’m gonna throw up which is the worst part and I’ve yet to study for finals.
Things I did this weekend.
•showered a lot.
•hung out with m dawg and the African.
•finished my summer reading book.
•tye dyed
•almost got into a car accident while driving. (surprisingly, it wasn’t my fault. “
•started and finished American horror story.
•started packing for Arizona.
•got into multiple fights with my sister.
Things I did not do this weekend.
•studied for any of my finals this week.
Shoutout to the freshman in my French class asking if my cats scratch me a lot because I have so many marks on my arms.
“maybe fucking cats or something. ” said the boy next to me in History.
“no, thats a saw. Her arm looks like the chain saw massacre. ” said his friend.
“It’s clearly a knife. But seriously the fucking chain saw massacre. Disgusting. ” the first boy whispered.
I heard every word you two said. Including every word you whispered pointing it out to the people next to you. I’m going to try to not let it bother me though. Because I know I’m a much better fucking person than both of you disgusting creatures are.
I would just like to take a moment and thank the good lord for Brittany Frank because she is perfect and actually gives a shit. Holla.
Avril Lavigne’s album Let Go is the best album ever and if you don’t think so you’re dumb.
